Here I Go Again...
Well, I do truly wonder if I'm a little loopy. Why, do you ask? Because I had a brilliant idea for another book last night, while I'm still working on Minds Eye and haven't even really begun Haven (the second book in my Fortress series). I don't know why I get these ideas, or why they seem to pop into my head while I'm in the middle of a project, but there they are, refusing to be ignored. So I guess I'll just go with it. lol
My friend messengered me last night to tell me she'd lost two of her friends in the past 24 hours. It was so horribly sad. One they realized was dying, but the other was sudden, unexpected passing. It made me stop and think for a moment: when I go, will I have done anything to make the world an even slightly more enjoyable place to be. I know I'll be leaving behind something productive; I have two kids who are my legacy in that vein. But what will people think of me when I'm no longer here? Will I be remembered as someone who gave, or someone who took? Will I be remembered as a good wife, mother, daughter and friend? Or will I just be this little blip on the radar that disappears without anyone noticing? Wow, these are some deep and depressing thoughts. Let's move on, shall we?
So, here I am with lots of ideas and an addled brain (if you have kids, you know what I mean). I'm going to do a rough outline for the newest book that decided to introduce itself yesterday so that I don't lose any one piece of the idea. The biggest part for me are the names. I want to use good, fairly strong and unique names, but I don't want to go so far as to name anyone 'Apple'. Sometimes I read the names in some of these books, and I laugh so hard I can't see straight. If you can't get past the names, then you can't get into the story line. And you know, some of these stories are really excellent, it's just that I can't picture someone whispering in love, "Deisel..."
Anyway, I think I've rambled enough, don't you? Procrastination isn't getting me anywhere. I have two books calling for my attention. Thanks for tolerating my little jaunt into mood and thought swings.
My friend messengered me last night to tell me she'd lost two of her friends in the past 24 hours. It was so horribly sad. One they realized was dying, but the other was sudden, unexpected passing. It made me stop and think for a moment: when I go, will I have done anything to make the world an even slightly more enjoyable place to be. I know I'll be leaving behind something productive; I have two kids who are my legacy in that vein. But what will people think of me when I'm no longer here? Will I be remembered as someone who gave, or someone who took? Will I be remembered as a good wife, mother, daughter and friend? Or will I just be this little blip on the radar that disappears without anyone noticing? Wow, these are some deep and depressing thoughts. Let's move on, shall we?
So, here I am with lots of ideas and an addled brain (if you have kids, you know what I mean). I'm going to do a rough outline for the newest book that decided to introduce itself yesterday so that I don't lose any one piece of the idea. The biggest part for me are the names. I want to use good, fairly strong and unique names, but I don't want to go so far as to name anyone 'Apple'. Sometimes I read the names in some of these books, and I laugh so hard I can't see straight. If you can't get past the names, then you can't get into the story line. And you know, some of these stories are really excellent, it's just that I can't picture someone whispering in love, "Deisel..."
Anyway, I think I've rambled enough, don't you? Procrastination isn't getting me anywhere. I have two books calling for my attention. Thanks for tolerating my little jaunt into mood and thought swings.

